losing some marbles

I dough, hope, this day would never come
but too late.
I'm going throe a state i tough i never experience
and its called, Bi polar, or emotional brake down, emotional disorder i don't know.
but its like, every thing is going randomly.
one minute I'm happy, then mad, then paranoid, then sad, then normal, then i don't know. its like, i feel crazy.

its that time again...

good idea: borrow your moms car to go and do your day activities.

bad idea: stealing your grandpa's car to go and party all night.

(commercial brake)...

well as you know every time nothing interesting is happening in life
i usually go and do something (I'd like to say adventures and new and fun and exiting BUUUT...) stupid, like aah i really dont know, i have like a top 100 of stupidest things i've done in life.
so i try to calm my self but nop, its getting to the point of madness and im having the feeling this is really not the best of ideas i've had but madness is just pushing to hard.
HELP!!!

in a way, i think its better like this

los amorios van y vienen.
son como la rueda de la fortuna, pasa por
taaantas variedades que uno nunca sabe donde va a terminar
parado ( osea con quien ).
solo se que cuando empiesas uno y se termina
lo uico que puedes desir es:
''de sierta forma, es mejor asi''